“Why?” I have to figure this out. That means I need to keep thinking about it. I need to notice the patterns. I need to see what I might have done to cause this. I have to see what might be wrong with me to cause this. So let’s stay, latched, introspective, and hyper fixated on it. “What’s wrong with me?” What’s happening right now must be a sign of brokenness, right? I never used to feel this way, so there must be something wrong with me. And there must also be something wrong with me that I ca

First, thanks @jamieseaofficial for the inspiration. Writing this was both difficult and quite healing for me. While I journey through creating a new life after divorce and building a new business, taking a moment to reflect on how I love myself again after so much uncertainty and self-doubt is powerful. When you know you’re meant for BIG things and allow life to distract, or you fall into old patterns that really no longer serve you, it’s so easy to default to shameful places. I’ve been doing a